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Today there is just ten days until Christmas, eight until I see Jay! Yay! We're going to visit the temple and I'm just excited. Anyway! So I am at home. It's cold as usual and all of our cats are enjoying the fact another warm body is here. Maddie is so happy whenever she sees me, but she is like that with everyone so not stock! I have a few more people to buy for and today I get to pick out fabric for my quilt! Saturday (well Sunday morning) Rachel and I finished Hannah's quilt then yesterday we finished Aaron's and started Rachel, I'm going to go work on that here in a little bit. It's so nice being home but I'll be travelling to SLC for Christmas so I will only be here for a week or so :( Ah well... But! I'm here for a week! Yes!~

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